Reminder of good feelings, simple sunsets during summer.. can’t get here soon enough !
Watched this episode last night. This scene is exactly how I felt yesterday. All I want to do is be there for you<3
Lily is a Great Dane that has been blind since a bizarre medical condition required that she have both eyes removed. For the last 5 years, Maddison, another Great Dane, has been her sight. The two are of course, inseparable.
This made me cry but at the same time so happy, because I am so thankful to see that there really are strong connections out there if you just give it a chance.
“People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
where everything’s better, where everything’s safe
Having pretty much the entire one tree hill seasons on my netflix is bringing me back to my younger days. I can’t believe it has been on tv for eight years and how much is has impacted my life. It makes me remember so many wonderful days, but dark days as well. I see now how much I have grown into the young woman I have always wanted to be. A person to never give up on what truly matters, believing in myself that I will make it through, and that it takes time to find people and things that are worth waiting for because they will stick by you throughout every moment. Especially figuring out that Toad the Wet Sprocket’s lyrics were posted in the show from the very beginning ! Now that is awesomeness and now I understand why the show has made it so far =] It’s what got me here<3
Shma shma shmaaa !
So many current frustrations and it is topped off with this horrible lady that is singing with a piano at one of these nearby houses.. shutup neighbor, you suck ! so to drown you out; I’m turning my pandora on, which is nicely updated =]
Facebook is confusing and can’t stand that stupid networking site other than being able to contact people easily.
I’m bloated and I hate it.
Microbiology makes me feel like a complete IDIOT =[
The weather makes me feel uneasy.
I’m freaking out about my Muscles quiz monday morning, ewww morning.. ugh
I’m not a happy camper at the moment as you can notice.
buttt this is how my boyfriend gets me to feel better:
Enjoy the journey.
So sometimes I feel like no one gets that part of me where I can express myself and my feelings, especially on a blog. Yeah everyone can see it, but it’s not like I’m having internet relationships. It’s nice to know people out there that you don’t even know can connect in the same way as you. That’s why I don’t like telling a lot of people that I write or that I at least try to. Anyway, today seems hard for some reason. My friend came back into town and she might be taking this huge risk that I can honestly see working out, because she thinks it will benefit her. I have hope that it will fall into place if that is the path she takes. We will see!
Also, looking at pictures of my younger days; I really can’t remember myself. That’s how much I’ve changed and it is the weirdest awareness I have ever had.
This song makes my knees weak, hair on my arms stand straight, and creates teardrops from my eyes. It is that amazing live by Glen Hansard and Eddie Vedder. Pure talent.
I don’t know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can’t react
And games that never amount
To more than they’re meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You’ve made it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can’t go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I’m painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It’s time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You’ve made it now
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You’ve made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I’ll sing along
My kind of crazy
So excited for Tuesday ! Jason Aldean & Thompson Square with K<3 I have a good hunch that the show is gonna be awesome. Have seen so many good bands/singers this summer- Eddie Vedder, Pepper, met The Expendables (whew!), Toad the Wet Sprocket once again in August. It’s been great =] Freakin pumped; going to try to enjoy this last month left of freedom to my advantage and keep the fun coming.
Current emotion: complete bliss, K might have something to do with that =P
The key is to get to know people and trust them to be who they are.
Instead, we trust people to be who we want them to be - and when they’re not, we cry.
Instead, we trust people to be who we want them to be - and when they’re not, we cry.
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| — | David Duchovny |
Love is Louder.
I feel like I want to set aside every early morning to exercise & writing. My goal for tomorrow is that ! Because honestly it clears my head enormously. Anyway, I finally got to watch One Tree Hill’s season finale last night and I will say it really makes me think of love. Not just an intimate relationship, but friendship and family as well. I’ve never been a naive person with that word, I have instead hated it due to the way people would throw it around like it was nothing. I am slowly coming to terms with the fact I can accept my feelings for the people in my life. I have always been afraid to express myself. My thoughts were, “I wonder if they will think I’m crazy for thinking that..” or my favorite is, “They are going to think I’m nuts and will never talk to me ever again!” Although these might be silly things going inside my brain of mine, it was a way for me to doubt the entire relationship; thinking it was a bunch of bull shit. Though, after seeing my loved one’s being happy with someone, I have found that same happiness. It was my risk. I took it and I am sure damn proud of myself. I have already made such great accomplishments this year and I could never ask for more. I’m going to keep working hard towards my career, relationships, and love.
I know I am constantly changing and with that change I feel my love for people I’m close with growing stronger with each day that comes. I’m happy and trying to be there for people who matter.
Let’s celebrate life ! Summer is the best time for it =]
